i have low self esteem and no confidence. i hate my body, and i hate everything about myself. i hate how i can care about people that couldn’t care less about me. i hate that i believe there is any good left in anyone. stupid, right ? this World has gone to shit and i’m apart of it. i can’t do anything to change it, my efforts make no difference. i hate that i still try at anything and that i think someone can actually have feelings for me. who would do that ? i don’t know either. i can’t stand life the majority of the time because i let it get so bad. i’m nothing and i can finally see that. i’ll probably be deleting this blog soon. what’s the point of keeping up with something that doesn’t matter, or with a person that means nothing. i don’t know how i could have been so stupid and thought anybody would actually have wanted me or chosen me. i’m nothing worth anybodies time.