i dont know if this is the right term. but im just really heart broken right now. i dont know what happened. sunday it was nice. and all of a sudden you just stopped. this just really fucking sucks. i just want to know what i did. i mean i had probably said too much. but i knew you didnt really give a shit when you just came back with a “haha okay”. something so personal and scary to me and thats what you had to say. im just really disappointed in myself for letting my you get the best of me. i know im not important. no one would care if i just disappeared. im nothing. im not special or good at anything. im not beautiful. im not talented. my body is disgusting. i dont know why i thought i could convince soemone like you to find something great in me. im a fool. theres nothing id love more than to just disappear right now. im worthless.

rebound. thats what  was. thats what you were. i have to keep remembering that.