i just really wish you would text me. it’s unrealistic for me to think you’d sweep me off my feet or anything and we don’t really know each other. i knew going into it it would be hard. and i got attached, we hardly even know each other. we’re so different it wouldnt have worked anyways right…i just really cant believe i let myself throw myself at you. and it took a toll on me so hard. and youre probably fine. youre probably with her. i just feel so stupid and heart broken and im being silly and stupid. i just wish youd look at me the way i think you looked at her. i just wish someone would make me feel whole. i feel so incomplete and i let myself get that way. im so stupid. im so fucking stupid. of course everything would work out for you though. im the one that gets left behind. no one ever cares. im not the girl who anyone will remember. im so worthless. what the fuck is wrong with me.