May 2011
4 posts
you only called me beautiful after i told you “hot” and “sexy” didn’t make me feel good. i really wish i wasnt so stupid as to think for one second that someone like you, as beautiful and great as you, would want someone like me. sometimes i feel like dying. i dont feel like anyone will want me. im not worth it at all. i was stupid. i am stupid. to think id be good...
i have low self esteem and no confidence. i hate my body, and i hate everything about myself. i hate how i can care about people that couldn’t care less about me. i hate that i believe there is any good left in anyone. stupid, right ? this World has gone to shit and i’m apart of it. i can’t do anything to change it, my efforts make no difference. i hate that i still try at anything and...
i just want to feel wanted.
it really aches how badly i want you and how you just don’t want me. you’re done using me and don’t have to tell me what i want to hear anymore. i don’t know why i do this to myself. i wonder why my confidence is so fucking low. i can’t just “oh well” it. because it really does fucking hurt. i’m so worthless. why am i here.